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still living with my realty...!!!

Seems I came to the world which never meant for me. Seems I trusted those people for whom I’m not there Trustworthy….thought I’ll not change myself but seems they are forcing me to change.Hope is the biggest thing which always keep myself shining n smiling but what to do if your dream, your hope is just remain with the words but not with reality.In my past life I meet with peoples so called friends…or u can say my best pals. got there trust , made myself there trustworthy and till now they are with me in my memories , in my heart too.Came to collage with the same thought. With same hope of making my best pals. for some how I saw my hope changed in reality but in bulk I was mistaken for excepting the same in return.Because They asked me to change…but sorry Friends I cant change myself. I’m same as I m now…What i was in past n what I’ll be in my future they never going to change me. It took long time to make myself as I’m now…Reason for my this attitude is just because I really don’t w…

Mama I love you. Mama, I care...!!!

She used to be my only enemy and never let me be freeCatching me in places that I knew I shouldn't beEvery other day I crossed the line I didn't mean to be so badI never thought you would become the friend I never hadBack then I didn't know whyWhy you were misunderstoodSo now I see through your eyesAll that you did was love

Mama I love you.Mama I careMama You're my friend

I didn't want to hear it then but I'm not ashamed to say it nowEvery little thing you said and did was right for meI had a lot of to think about,about the way I usedto beNever had a sense of my responsibilityBack then I didn't know whyWhy you were misunderstoodSo now I see through your eyes, all that you did was love
But now I'm sure I know why,Why you were misunderstoodSo now I see through your eyesAll I can give you is love is love

Mama I love you. Mama, I careMama, I love you. Mama, my friend,You're my friend...

i really love you Mum-ma...thanx for always being there for me..thank yo…

Yeah….!!! It’s mE…always down to the Earth!!!

life is so beautiful and I got so many things to learn from it. That’s why I always treat my self down to others??
Dear friend this life has got so many things to learn. And as learning life is my habit so I always use to learn from my life as a born child. And in learning process you have to act as a learner ….down to your teacher.
No one can learn anything without the sense of emptiness and this sense easily comes whenever you treat your self below or down. Its universally known to every1 that everything flows from higher to lower level. And I’m following the same theory.
I treat my self so down just because I want to get the desirable flow rate.
In my last 11years of out door life I have meet with so many peoples and tried to explore this life with them. Seen different ups and down too…but yeah today I’m still “WELL & ALIVE”

Today one of my friend said to me.. "Shubham why you always think yourself so down ? don’t think like that because it makes you down…and that’s why you …