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.....lost destinatioN"


..............if can be like that.... ......dont know what she gonna do.....

before i should start i must say few lines.....which i always
whisper....whenever her sweet memories comes wid the tear...
....i forget, what i really wanted from my life...???
m i...??
Confusing question na...lotz of option ....
lotz of people ...
lotz of time?
but choice is one...
one it enough for us to do everything in just one life???
to get all those thing we really cherish from our life...
......but as far as i experienced...SEEN or KNOW....a simple four
letter word can answer all your question...your all doubt
....that is...
human being..
so easily can get this dangerous virus of love..
Some people ...i mean my friends may be astonished abut this....but
saying you truth...i also don?t know how it happened..
But it happened...
Striped and polished...when
i was new
i was fresh
i was felling so …

Baby why aren't you missing me?

never asked for this feeling
I never thought I would fall
I never knew how I felt
Till the day you were gone
I was lost

I never asked for red roses
I wasn't looking for love
Somehow I let my emotions take hold
And guess what all at once
I'm in love

Oh, I miss you so much
I long for your love
It's scares me
Cuz my heart gets so weak
That I can't even breathe
How can you take things so easily
Baby why aren't you missing me?

Why did I act like you mattered
It was silly of me to believe
That if I just opened my heart
Things would come naturally
Joke's on me
I did not ask for love letters
So why did you give them to me
How could I let your intentions
Get over on me
So in love
So naive.

And oh how I hate what you have done
Made me fall so deep in love
God knows you're the only one I want
That I love oh baby

Baby why aren't you missing me?

still living with my realty...!!!

Seems I came to the world which never meant for me. Seems I trusted those people for whom I’m not there Trustworthy….thought I’ll not change myself but seems they are forcing me to change.Hope is the biggest thing which always keep myself shining n smiling but what to do if your dream, your hope is just remain with the words but not with reality.In my past life I meet with peoples so called friends…or u can say my best pals. got there trust , made myself there trustworthy and till now they are with me in my memories , in my heart too.Came to collage with the same thought. With same hope of making my best pals. for some how I saw my hope changed in reality but in bulk I was mistaken for excepting the same in return.Because They asked me to change…but sorry Friends I cant change myself. I’m same as I m now…What i was in past n what I’ll be in my future they never going to change me. It took long time to make myself as I’m now…Reason for my this attitude is just because I really don’t w…

Mama I love you. Mama, I care...!!!

She used to be my only enemy and never let me be freeCatching me in places that I knew I shouldn't beEvery other day I crossed the line I didn't mean to be so badI never thought you would become the friend I never hadBack then I didn't know whyWhy you were misunderstoodSo now I see through your eyesAll that you did was love

Mama I love you.Mama I careMama You're my friend

I didn't want to hear it then but I'm not ashamed to say it nowEvery little thing you said and did was right for meI had a lot of to think about,about the way I usedto beNever had a sense of my responsibilityBack then I didn't know whyWhy you were misunderstoodSo now I see through your eyes, all that you did was love
But now I'm sure I know why,Why you were misunderstoodSo now I see through your eyesAll I can give you is love is love

Mama I love you. Mama, I careMama, I love you. Mama, my friend,You're my friend...

i really love you Mum-ma...thanx for always being there for me..thank yo…

Yeah….!!! It’s mE…always down to the Earth!!!

life is so beautiful and I got so many things to learn from it. That’s why I always treat my self down to others??
Dear friend this life has got so many things to learn. And as learning life is my habit so I always use to learn from my life as a born child. And in learning process you have to act as a learner ….down to your teacher.
No one can learn anything without the sense of emptiness and this sense easily comes whenever you treat your self below or down. Its universally known to every1 that everything flows from higher to lower level. And I’m following the same theory.
I treat my self so down just because I want to get the desirable flow rate.
In my last 11years of out door life I have meet with so many peoples and tried to explore this life with them. Seen different ups and down too…but yeah today I’m still “WELL & ALIVE”

Today one of my friend said to me.. "Shubham why you always think yourself so down ? don’t think like that because it makes you down…and that’s why you …

Thought you would always be mine.....!!!

You know you love me
I know you care
Just shout whenever,
And I'll be there
You want my love
You want my heart
And we would never, ever, ever be apart

Are we an item?
Girl quit playin'
We're just friends,
What are you sayin'?
Said there's another as you look right in my eyes
My first love, broke my heart for the first time

And I was like
Baby, baby, baby ooh
Baby, baby, baby noo
Baby, baby, baby ohh
I thought you'd always be mine

Oh oh For you, I would have done whatever
And I just can't believe we ain't together
And I wanna play it cool
But I'm losin' you
I'll buy you anything
I'll buy you any ring
Cause I'm in pieces
Baby fix me
And just shake me till you wake me from this bad dream
I'm goin down, down, down, down
And I just can't believe my first love won't be around

And I'm like
Baby, baby, baby ohh
Baby, baby, baby noo
Baby, baby, baby ohh
I thought you'd always be mine...

When I was 17, …

Life is a CIRCUS and I am the Clown...!!!

...........friendship, forgiveness and funny i think i will apt myself with these 3 adjectives (if u call them ones)... sometimes it happens that u get out with life and complain that it doesnt give u anything.... the same was with me too.... but little did i then realize that life was actually cooking for me something outstanding and today am speechless i have got all i ever desired from in life respect, status a good job and above all an self identity..... i love it now and will always love it... today i am proud that yes i have finally done something for my parents and my teachers thanks a trillion GOD ... they say it right that nothing goes waste in life if u r putting something whole heartedly u aught to get returns from it maybe soon or later as thet say GOD SEES THE TRUTH BUT WAITS...... anyways am a student a brother i think i can be all for anyone ... i dont say so my friends say so

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