♥(*~sêRênäDê~*)♥

I must admit that
I have often thought
of leaving it all behind and letting everything go
I was lost and alone,
as I am always,

So many people around me,
Yet no one seems to care.
They say they understand and
love me very much,
But just when I Trust to love,
they forget and move on.

I held the knife so close as tears,
mixed with blood,
Began to fall slowly.
Like a foolish child I cried.
Knowing that I could end it all now
made my mind draw a blank.

I put the knife away
and tried to wipe the blood,
that ran faster than blood, I can describe.

I knew Leaving Her wasn't the answer I was looking for.
I knew there was a reason for me being alone.

So many bad things happening at once -
They can make you forget About the good qualities of life.

Even though life is hard,
and trouble an inevitable part of it.
If you decide to leave it all behind,
maybe you will,
but I can guarantee that
....Your Mistake to Leave everything will always haunt.

♥(*~sêRênäDê~*)♥